Everything Happens for a Reason

Sounds a bit cliche` but I believe it to be true.  Even as my heart aches.

Is it really my heart and not my mind that is in mourning over the loss of a relationship that served to teach me many lessons that I knew I should've walked away from years ago.

Follow your instinct instead of your heart or mind.

Today I ache because he wasn't only my husband, he was my friend, my confidant, my protector, my everything.  Yes, I assigned him those roles in my head, so maybe I should look at it as someone quitting their job for a better one with better environment and benefits.

I'll move forward, but today just for a little while at least, I will allow myself to mourn the end of what I had built in my head.

Daily Gratitude

As so many things are happening and I am feeling overwhelmed by what is going wrong, I realize that everything happens for a reason and I just need to let it happen.
I have so many blessings in my life.
Today I am appreciative of:
My husband, for all that he is and all that he does
My children, they are the reason I carry on
My friends, there when I least expect them to be and bringing smiles
My cars, gets us every where we need and want to be without incident
My cell phone, a way for people to contact me and I get work done with it
My furbabies, protectors and source of unconditional love
My rental, roof over my head, yard for dogs to run, space to relax and entertain when the desire is present
My skills, I am a Reiki Master Teacher, a Spiritual Counselor, Tarot and Palm Reader. I am also a wonderful asset as I am smart, knowledgeable in various computer programs and software.
My health, getting better everyday
My family, we all have our ups and downs but we're never more than a phone call away when needed.

We are spiritual beings having a human experience, make the most of it and enjoy everyday!

Worth

Just want to be treated as I'm worth.
I don't ask for much and I shouldn't have to beg for something that is natural if that is what is real.

My heart hurts
My head is pounding
And the tears are flowing

Dear Universe,
Please help take away this pain
Thank you thank you thank you

A simple and innocent question...

Being asked what are you doing for your birthday shouldn't bring you to the edge of tears!

Then WHY did it?

Well...

I KNOW my worth and I KNOW that I should be treated so much better than I am. And it's not happening.

My birthday is just another day to people that I should be considered important or at least special to.  This fact hurts.

I'll get over it. Just had to vent

Turning Turning Turning

It's funny... I decide to do things to improve my life and circumstances,  I take steps forward, and I start to see the effects of just being happy first. But then a few hours later, I get a HUGE amount of crap!

Yeah, I create my reality.  Just ASK, BELIEVE & ALLOW I'm told.

I'm doing my BEST is all I'm going to say at this point.

I was going to write about whats going on but decided that I don't want to put the negative out there, my focus is the POSITIVE

Brightest Blessings

Reiki

What is Reiki

The word Reiki is made of two Japanese words - Rei which means "God's Wisdom or the Higher Power" and Ki which is "life force energy".

So Reiki is actually "spiritually guided life force energy."

A treatment feels like a wonderful glowing radiance that flows through and around you. Reiki treats the whole person including body, emotions, mind and spirit creating many beneficial effects that include relaxation and feelings of peace, security and wellbeing. Many have reported miraculous results.

Reiki is a simple, natural and safe method of spiritual healing and self-improvement that everyone can use. It has been effective in helping virtually every known illness and malady and always creates a beneficial effect. It also works in conjunction with all other medical or therapeutic techniques to relieve side effects and promote recovery.

 

Did you know that animals love and benefit from Reiki?  Indeed they do. 

Reiki is ideal for use with animals because it is gentle, noninvasive and doesn't require physical contact. It doesn't cause stress, discomfort, or pain, and yet yields powerful results. Animals respond intuitively to Reiki's power to support the healing of emotional, behavioral, and physical illnesses and injuries.

For animals who are healthy, Reiki helps to maintain their health, enhances relaxation and provides an emotional sense of peace and contentment.

For animals who are ill, Reiki is a wonderful healing method as well as a safe complement to Western Medicine, Chinese Medicine, homeopathy, flower essences, and all other forms of healing. For example, Reiki can reduce the side effects of chemotherapy, support an acupuncture treatment, and complement the effects of flower essences.

For dying animals, Reiki is a powerful yet gentle way to provide comfort, relief from pain, fear, and anxiety, and to ease the transition to death. Reiki is also a wonderful way to support a dying animal's family.

 

As you can see.... Reiki is beneficial for everyone

Mish mash of thoughts

So many thoughts run through my mind and I'm not sure which to focus upon....

maybe tomorrow I can get somewhere with sorting them out, as for tonight, i need sleep. Tomorrow will be an early and long day