Sounds a bit cliche` but I believe it to be true. Even as my heart aches.
Is it really my heart and not my mind that is in mourning over the loss of a relationship that served to teach me many lessons that I knew I should've walked away from years ago.
Follow your instinct instead of your heart or mind.
Today I ache because he wasn't only my husband, he was my friend, my confidant, my protector, my everything. Yes, I assigned him those roles in my head, so maybe I should look at it as someone quitting their job for a better one with better environment and benefits.
I'll move forward, but today just for a little while at least, I will allow myself to mourn the end of what I had built in my head.
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