Time for change

Its that time of year when everyone starts making resolutions and keep them for a short time. .. yeah that's real "good"
As for me, around this time is my birthday and what I like to do is set goals for the time until the next one.
This past year has been really difficult for me and once again I've done some soul searching.  I keep coming up with the things I've discovered in the past - I know what I want and need but I'm not getting it and it is hurting me both emotionally and well... we all know emotional hurt causes physical pain.
Today I will have a talk with my husband and if he won't do what is needed to work on our relationship then we will need to figure out about going our separate ways.  I NEED to do what is necessary to be who and what I want and need to be.
Its time for change

Goals for 2013

Each year around my birthday I make goals for myself for the year ahead. So here is this year's list...

1. Write out at least 10 of my gratitudes daily
2. Be POSITIVE [even when things are not going good]
3. Journal daily
4. Meditate EVERY day and / or night
5. Daily Affirmations
6. Drink more water daily
7. Zumba/Gym - 3 - 5 times / week
8. Do hair daily
9. Do make up daily [whenever planning on leaving the house]
10. Take vitamins daily
11. Grow and maintain nails [fingers and toes]
12. Complete at least 1 book each month
13. Take more pictures [at least 1 a week]
14. Get a 2nd job [or build MY own business -- Reiki / Tarot Readings, etc...]
15. Blog [this can be the journal...]
16. Eat less sweets
17. Had surgery... so help it to help me LOSE 100lbs of excess fat!!!
18. Start working and updating website [get it making me money]
19. Cook more frequently
20. Bake more frequently
21. Take breakfast to work Mon - Fri
22. Take lunch to work Mon - Thurs
23. Living a Life of Magic [starts in March - goes for 13 months]
24. Cleanse and Consecrate at least once a month
25. Keep current on various bills:
    1. LIPA
    2. Optimum
    3. Car Payments
    4. Student Loan
    5. Cell Payments [Craigs and Ours]
    6. Chris website
    7. My website
    8. Planet Fitness
26. Pay off various bills:
    1. IRS
    2. TV [Aarons]
    3. Hospital
    4. Neurology
    5. DRs
    6. Fingerhut
    7. PayPal
    8. CapitalOne
    9. Avenue
    10. Suffolk Federal Credit Union
27. Learn:
    1. Astrology
    2. Palmistry
    3. Runes
    4. Reflexology [get certified if can afford]
    5. Something new...
28. Practice:

1. Numerology
2. Tarot Readings
3. Reiki
4. Cooking [new recipes]
5. Baking [new recipes]
6. Gardening
7. Knitting
8. Crocheting
9. Sewing
10. Zodiac
11. Reflexology

That is the list.... I feel like I'm missing something but I can always add to it!  Check in next year and see how it went with this!